Hi everyone,
The time has come for me to have my interent and telephone disconnected. I just can't afford these luxuries anymore. Being agorophobic, (not able to leave home), the internet is my only means of communication with the outside world. I have found all you wonderful people who are in similar situations as I am. This sounds awful because I wouldn't wish this upon anyone, but I don't feel so alone when I read your blogs. Sometimes I cry and the pain is unbearable when I read some of your stories. I wish I could help you all. It angers me when I hear how much money the government wastes. I think the #1 priority should be getting care for our veterans who come back from war with scars you can't see. A good friend of mine had a son who my kids grew up with. He joined the Marines. When he returned from Iraq, he couldn't get any help for his Post Traumatic Stress. He hung himself. How about helping the working poor, handicapped, and elderly. I'm babbling now. It just sickens me to think of what our government officials pay for one lunch while we have to go to food pantries. I'm crying and hurting for all of you now. I hope there is some way I can keep my internet connection but if not, I wish all of you the very, very best. Love you all, Depressed Donna